In 1999 my young husband died unexpectedly. I had two teenage kids and a three year old little boy and I did not handle anything well.
That was when ‘Lord of the Ring’ became even more important. It was the only joy on the otherwise bleak landscape.
We went to the Embassy to see all the movies. Saruman and the orks scared the crap out of us, but not as much as the Ring Wraiths in the first movie especially the Witch King of Angmar in the second.
I had to cover my son’s eyes for Gollum and if you didn't bawl your eyes out during the emotionally gripping those films you are dead inside.
My small son's (he is now 25) favourite is the 'Two Towers' mine is 'Return of the King' but I have watched all three together to a nerdish intensity (about 170 times).
Now fast forward to the release of the Box Set of the trilogy.
Now there was a Director's Cuts which is, as far as we're concerned, the actual movies, and almost as great as those, are the making of videos, which we watched over and over and over and over again until we wore out the discs. (The box set is now an ornament on the Shelf. I will replace it one day but I really just like looking at it.)
It was while watching an interview with Lawrence Makoare, who had played Lurtz, Gothmog, and the Witch-king who were all terrifying, but the person under all that make-up was so lovely.
I watched him fighting Miranda Otto the making of material, where he kept calling cut and stopping to make sure Miranda was alright.
I thought to myself, what a good guy, he should be a romantic lead.
That was the moment the Character of Robert McGregor dropped straight into my head, fully formed, around whom I created an entire world inhabited by other characters.
One day, after writing and publishing 'Heart of the Tapu Stone' and 'Feather from the Kakahu,' I found out Lawrence Makoare was close by, at a carving symposium in Otaki and my late mother Wai Turoa-Morgan was in charge of the food, and that it was his birthday.
I asked Mum to give him my two books as a birthday present in which I had scrawled a total fan-girl spaz out about how much he inspired me (I was way too geeked out to meet him myself).